"So you got Maya and the man fixed all in one week!" Yes I did!

Woke up early and we all cleaned up around the house. then the man went and got out veggies and I sat down and ate breakfast with the girls and then continued to clean the house. i really wanted to have it all done before we went to the doctors office. The man doesn't do well with pain and laying around so I knew this was going to be a mess. Got to moms and stayed for a hour and then drove to the pharmacy to get a ball holder. I think this has to be the low part in a mans life. the woman tells us make sure you buy the right size they can not be returned. HA way to funny! So here is the man looking at all these packages and looking at me with that deer in the head lights look. I just shrugged my shoulders laughed and then said be careful you cant return it. I mean how do you know what size you need really. They should allow you to open them up! I wish you could have been there it was a great thing to watch.

We got to the doctors office and then realized that they messed up on the amount we had to pay and although we have made or deductible they do not have it in our new insurance records. So we had to pay 1000 dollars today and all I can ask is that we get reimbursed as soon as possible. That money can not stay on our credit card. It worries me. But, with my lack of insurance help and with our never ending medical bills I guess that is how our life is going to go. They called in my man and then I sat and waited. The doctor called me back to give ma a prescription and to let me know that he needed to take his medicine no matter what and that he lost the clamp and that he was going to be swollen and sore on that side. they I said a funny ( oh good we get to sue) he didn't find it funny. I did! We were on our way back to moms so we could attend Ethanol's birthday party!

When we got there the man was starting to hurt and H was still not back. So we waited for her to return so we could sing and eat cake and ice cream. When H got home she said the funniest thing and I just have to share it. "So you got Maya and the man fixed all in one week!" Yes I did! It was the best thing for our family! I hope that the man will think that as soon as he feels better. I am sorry that we had to eat and run but I do not think the man was going to make it since the numbing meds were running off. His medicine was ready and we left with all of our kids and drove to get his medicine and I went in and I am glad I did. they had our insurance info written down wrong. So it was going to cost us like 300 dollars. then she fixed it and it cost us only 20. Yeah!

Got home and the man did the ice and beer thing and mod and the little ones watched some TV and we took care of the man. It seems like he will be okay I just hope he feels great tomorrow and doesn't fight me with the meds. The kids and the man stayed up watching a movie and I went to bed. I am starting to get tired again. I just can't live like this anymore. No church tomorrow (will be watching it on my phone). I will be staying home to help the man!

Help I am in back to school shopping H*LL!!

Well I needed to get shoes for my little girls and I thought this would be the best day to go seeing how I didn't have any boys. Well that is what I thought and boy was I wrong. Shopping for shoes with my boys is so much easier. I show the shoes and they try them on and then we go. But, not with my little fashionista. We went to 4 stores and they were the wrong color, the wrong size, they weren't cool enough, they didn't look right. Then it was I don't know what do you think? Then tears and pouting and more tears then I would answer and then she would roll her eyes at me and that was it. I knew that we were not getting what I said no matter what. I should have bought the shoes I wanted for her when I was with mo earlier this week because that is what happened. We went to target the last store and bought the exact shoes and size that I picked put for her earlier. But I didn't tell her that.

After shopping with her I do think that if we had money she would totally dress differently. I am so thankful for hand me downs I am not sure I would be able to make it if I needed to buy clothes and shoes with her. We were gone for like 3 hours for one pair of shoes. Totally crazy! I do not wish this on anyone and do not know how H does it. I also think it is becasue I do not like shopping and have never liked it. I mean I have never liked it! EVER! I am a get in and out type of person and i really hate shopping for clothes. They never fit right I am too tall an too big. I think they think tall people can't be fat because that has always been my problem. They crouch is at my knees. When I was skinny all the clothes that fit me were too short. So, Clothes and me do not go together.

With my crazy day out of the way and back at home all I want to do is relax and sleep. I do not even want to blog. Not at all! Tomorrow will be a crazy day and I hope it goes well! off to praying and sleeping! Please pray for the man tomorrow!

I'm not going to be the judge...that's your job!

Having one of those days. I woke up this morning to my husband being an amazing man. Last night was awful I bet the humidity was in the 50's it was so sticky and I didn't sleep at all. So before leaving for work he closed all the window's and turned on the air conditioning. Yeah we are going to have a great and wonderful relaxing day. I even realized my calling and now I need a plan. I felt like coloring my hair and so I did. While coloring my hair I decided to go back to my roots. So I colored my hair darker and I am going to get my life and family back to our roots. I haven't had one of these days in forever. It was like my head was clear. I am so thankful and grateful at the side time. Mod and mlmm watched TV and we just chilled ate popcorn and relaxed. I love having days like this.

This evening I did have a melt down and cried at the bank of America lady and she was so nice. After making it through the conversation with her and fixing the problem I realized that I haven't taken care of anything at our house do to the going going going. Driving here and driving there this needs to stop. I will be having to take Family days where I can sit pay bills and let the kids chill. I think it is good for everyone. Including me!!!

The man came home and said man you are in a great mood. After thinking about it for a while I decided that yes I am in a good mood. The air has been on and the house is cool and I have enjoyed the quiet. I totally miss mlh he has been staying with my mom and having a great time but I do miss him terribly. Can't wait to see him on Saturday. Decided to teach Maya a new trick today and she did it on the first try. I love how smart she is. Love it Love it. I think that I will try to teach her a new trick every month. She know sit, down, stay, and know up. Next will be turning. My mom had her dogs doing this and I think it is good for her. She is healing up very nicely and seems to be a little calmer. We will see if it stays.

I'm not going to be the judge...that's your job! this is a great quote and I decided to add God to the end. I think I am going to write this on a sign and put it in my house. this is a great reminder that I am not the judge...not even what you are thinking about me or saying about me. I will not judge you because that is not my job. every time I think about opening my mouth and saying something stupid I am going to say this saying first. It will hopefully help me with my issues with trust. Because if God is judging me and he is judging you then why should I worry about what you are saying about me...Right!

I have decided to except applications for a new best friend...

Woke up this morning and made a deal with the kids so we got the house cleaned first thing. This makes me really happy! Mom wanted me to go to the beach today with H but like I said yesterday way to many plans today. I got the floors mopped and then it was time for us to go to practice. Drove the kids through the drive thru and then off we went to practice. Mlmm and I sat inside and she played with all the toys that they have. I can not believe how good mo and mod are. Mod went in first and she is getting good on that guitar. Then it was time for mo and mod played with mlmm. Mo got to record his time today and he is so gifted. I can not believe it. while we were waiting for mo to finish the next student came in and he could not believe that mo was only 10.

Got the kids back into the car and we were going to meet grandma but she was running late so we had time to go to the store but we were not told until we were already at the meeting place. So seeing how mlmm was asleep we went to the house and allowed mlmm to take a nap in the car. After 20 minutes I took mlmm out of the car and then took her in the house. The man came home and took mo to meet grandma and I continued to clean around the house. Mo told mod where the man was going tonight and she sat and pouted until he said okay you can go. So the man and mod went to the car show and took the Fairlane and I think she really loves hanging out with her dad.

It was nice to only have mlmm tonight. Too bad she took a nap today, I bet she would have been asleep already. The man and mod home and I guess it was too hot to stay any longer. But they did have a great time! Yeah! After a very tiring week and realizing where I am in my life I have decided to except applications for a new best friend...

Must be willing to do the following:
1.Call me to see how I am doing, even if I do not call you.
2.Believe me when I say my phone is a pile of crap!
3.Be willing to pray for me and bug me about getting my life in order.
4.Must be willing to listen to me and steer me down the right path.
5.Must not know anyone in my family or care to know them.
6.Must call me and encourage me
7.must love my kids.

I hate calling on the phone but I am willing to do the same. I mean really is this a hard request? Is it? Well that is what I am looking for. Let me know if you would like to apply!

"You cant be fat and mean."

Got up this morning and it should be illegal to be up this early. Mom called late last night to let me know that she wasn't going to the beach with me because she needed to watch the kids for H. Total bummer no beach today! Mlh wanted to stay with mom so I packed a bag and I drove to moms and dropped off mlh and mod stayed while I drove mlmm and mo to my doctors appointment. I really hate going to my doctors alone. He over books and I have to wait for ever. Also, it sucks that I have the kids... Kids and appointments, I used to be the one that would be pissed off and here I am with my kids... This is a lesson that I am continuing to learn. So because of my insurance change I have to go get my blood done tomorrow after I call and find out where I can go. I think insurance companies SUCK! So if my blood work comes out great I will not have to return for 6 months. That never happens. I feel like this is a great blessing. Hopefully my blood cooperates.

Went to the store with mo and mlmm and got her some shoes and bought Ethanol a birthday present. I can not believe how close his birthday is. I feel like summer just started. Don't get me wrong I really believe that I only feel like this because it is ending and I am so not ready for it. Since mod didn't come with me this morning I will have to get her some new shoes later on this week. I really hope she picks some cute and reasonable shoes. They cost so mush and buying shoes for four kids is crazy. I still need to get shoes for mlh but he is a joke to buy shoes for and I will probably get him shoes when SIL is here. I also know he wants boots so I will be looking in that direction.

Quickly got in the car to return to moms to get mod. This football thing is crazy. I really hope that next year I meet some people so we can car pool. going everyday and sitting there is not for me. I ran into moms and they were eating and because of Maya getting spayed yesterday I needed to get home as quick as possible. It wouldn't have been a big deal but, having Abbey in the kennel with her made me really worried. Because of not going to the beach I had to leave her. So went in and said hi to everyone and then rush rush rush.

Got home and I am glad I did pore Maya. I do not think I will be leaving her for a couple of days. She is the dumb dog that will cost me more money ( licking, jumping, running, etc...) I think she is so lucky to have my daughter caring for her. She even cried when she saw her incision. I thought she was going to be sick. Literally like throwing up! So need to keep Abbey the mama dog away from her until her incision clears up so she wont lick it so much.

Got some laundry done and as I look around the house all I want to do is scream! I really hope that I can catch up tomorrow and get this house in order. Oh wait! tomorrow I need to get to music lessons and then I need to meet the grand parents so mo can go to a music festival. I am grateful for them and there encouragement with him and music. I just wish I could find someone here that could inspire him to practice he is so gifted. I mean it would truly amaze you. He plays with a talent only God could have given him. Then after meeting the grandparents I need to go to cheer. I also need to do laundry, clean the house, do dishes, organize mod's clothes so I can find out what she needs, call our old insurance co, call our new insurance co and get my blood work done! Ha I bet I don't get anything done that I need to get done. Well we will see.

While watching TV tonight I heard a great saying and I made me think. "You cant be fat and mean. Fat people are jolly for a reason Fat repels people but joy attracts them. you can either be fat and jolly or a skinny B its your choice." Seeing how I am not skinny at this point in my life maybe I need to be more Jolly! Ha this is such a great saying. I defiantly will be using it!

Mom MLMM wont get dressed and I can see her YUCKY!

This morning I woke up and took Maya to the clinic to get her fixed so I can tag the dogs. I can not believe how much it costs to get dogs tags in LA county. They have to be fixed, micro chipped, shots up to date and then you get to pay the fee to have them tagged. Well Abbey is already fixed so its Maya's turn. So we got to the clinic and its too bad that it is two towns over because the vet is really nice. Got to the clinic early and filled out the papers. After sitting almost an hour it was our turn. I didn't mine the wait we did get there early and they see sick dogs first. So after checking her in my phone rand and mom wanted me to come over so I could do her nails.

Got back to the house and then off to moms. I couldn't stay today I needed to go shopping and pick up Maya before practice. So once again a busy busy day! Tomorrow should be a quieter day. Mom is going to go with me to my Doctor's appointment and then we are taking the kids to the beach. It should be nice and relaxing day. There is something so calming about the beach. Also I haven't gotten to do anything with mom this summer it seems like. So I am counting down the minutes until tomorrow.

Got to Walmart and got most of the shopping done but I forgot our list so I hope I got everything. While in Walmart we got the call to pick up Maya. Got to the clinic and I thought she was going to jump into my arms. Now we have to see how she does this week. I hope she isn't stupid and lick herself to death. Brought her home and got the food out of the car just in time for mo to go to practice. mod stayed another night which isn't a big deal seeing how I am getting her in the morning to go to the beach.

Got the kids in and out of the shower tonight because mlh wanted to watch wipe out! Or as he calls it big balls! While getting there clothes mlh came and was so upset. He got dressed and then said "Mom MLMM wont get dressed and I can see her YUCKY!" the man said that this is my fault because I always say don't show your privets that's Yucky! So I guess this is the new word for it at our house. A Yucky! Way too funny! Got the kids all ready to watch big balls and then we went to bed. Can't wait until tomorrow!

I need a nap in the worst way.

Made breakfast for the kids mlmm wanted bacon and mlh wanted french toast and mo wanted nothing. So there was breakfast. French toast and bacon! I decided that since we didn't make it to church I would watch Church on my phone and then my phone crashed again. I hate my phone! After fighting with it for awhile mo and the man decided to come in from squirrel hunting so we could watch a movie. Sat and watched a movie. I continued laundry and I am not sure if it is because of the going going going we have been doing but what ever it is i am not doing anything today. Nothing! I am so tired. I need a nap in the worst way.

I miss mod and her funny sayings. I also miss her hugs and smile. Hopefully I will get her tomorrow. So after watching movies and just chilling I have decided that I really need to get some energy to get this house cleaned instead of doing nothing but I am way to tired. I am even going to bed early due to the lack of napping. So nothing great today except I got to rest and hang with my movie watcher. Also the man and the neighbor decided that they needed new guns. So I guess that will be a new purchase this week. Praying for a great week and for God to show me something!