"Mammm mlmm said the bulls*** word again!"

I can not believe this crazy weather we are having. I has gone form hot to cold to hot to now freezing and it looks like winter not even fall! i am freezing to my core and I can not believe it. I know that they say fat people are always warm but not this fatty I am chilled! Or as we say in this house Burrrr Freezing! Do to the lack of sun today I woke up and could have slept in. The kids didn't get up until 8 and I was up like always before them and I just waited for them to get up! I posted the rest of my blogs and hung around the house it was totally serene. Almost like a movie! Then up they popped like little rabbits coming out of there holes crying and complaining right from the get go! I can not believe how I am raising little whinny brats! I think they need to learn the value of quiet. (my friend suggested I need to buy some duck tape wonder what CPS would say about that?)

As soon as mo woke up I new this was going to be a fight to the end with him he was in a smart and mouthy mood and i think that when he is like this I wish I could lock myself in the bathroom until the sweet mo returns. But I just chugged along and got the dreaded schooling started! I thought that without mod home we could whip it out and then maybe do something fun seeing how SIL was coming today but NOOOO! He was going to push my very last nerve until I popped!( or blew steam out my ears!)

Got a surprising phone call that made my day and I realized that I just might have a new friend down here in crazy Acton! Yeah for me a friend! Even SIL said "I better watch out you are making friends!" She is way to funny! Well Sil got here and mo still sat doing nothing but complaining about his schooling he even begged me to send him back to regular school but I said I would do this for one year and I am going to stick it out! I know that I have been writing alot about the dreaded schooling but I did find some positives! Are you ready! I can take the kids to the doctors and dentist first thing in the morning and I can let them sleep in when I need alone time! How many of you can say that!!!

So with all the drama from mo and schooling mlh came in and he had this look of disgust on his face and i just have to share this story with all of you are you ready... He came down the hall and right before making the face he said "Mammm mlmm said the bulls*#! word again!" I know that some of you will not think this is funny but I couldn't help but get a little tickled. First let me start by saying he was disgusted because he knows its a bad word! Second I did explain to him something that I was taught when I was younger (you can tell me what they said or did and you wont get in trouble as long as you do not say it or do it) which I think is a good thing...open communication! Then I told him that only big people can say that and then he said another funny "oh like you SIL!" So yes mommy can't say it but SIL can!

After talking to my 4 year old about using that word I was off to talking to mlmm and forget it! That girl is a trash talking angry 3 year old her answer to the whole thing was "OH OK I QUIT!" This is what the man says at least once a day and now mlmm is saying it! So not I'm sorry but I quit! I have to look at this in a different light and this is my thought on this maybe if she keeps saying I quit to everything she will be able to surrender to God easier? Just a thought!

So went to home depot with sil and was going to do a little shopping after but with the man at home with the three of them and all the phone calls i decided that this is a joke and went to taco bell and then home. I forgot how much i love that place!

well to my newest reader and to my new friend! I thought about it and yes I do care maybe to much and maybe that is why I blog! So I can see the patterns in my life of where i let people use me. I am not saying that I have it down yet but I am getting better! Also, this roller coaster is getting old and I am ready to try a new one so I am hoping to learn this lesson soon so I can get off! Just a thought!

By the way once the man got home mo finally did his work and got it done in 2 hours! AHHH that kid is going to send me to my grave!

You can leave but you better leave your check!

Well I drove my cheerleader home and that spent an hour talking to her mom and I for the first time since moving here feel like I found some one who is honest with me and I liked it. Weather or not that is really the case I will only know on Tuesday! But for tonight I will live in the moment that it was real! Got home only for the man to yell at me and for me to finally realize that when the Steelers are loosing I need to stay away longer. I came home in the last quarter and that was a big mistake! Finished watching the game and then it was time to watch another game. So I sat down with mod and started her school work that we didn't get done on Friday!

Mod had a melt down and told the man and me that she hates it here and that she misses Bakersfield! I agreed with her and I do not think this made the man happy! I know that she misses R her best friend and I miss The suburbs and the idea of maybe going back to work one day! I miss Happy Go Latte! I miss church and I miss worship! Mod agreed with me and know I have someone on my side and I love it! I know that moving back is not ever going to happen and that it is time to move on but...

Mom and dad came over and brought the kids home and also brought milk which is a big blessing! they stayed for lunch and mom and I talked while dad counted stars on the couch. We ate burgers and they went home and took mod with them. I explained to mo that he should get some of his school work for tomorrow done today but that wasn't happening! For the rest of the day I got to sit and get the rest of my blogs done and a little FB time and now it is late again and I am up and not sleepy and contemplating my life!

The man asked me this week what I would do if he were to just leave! All I can say is that my answer was nice, sweet and to the point! You can leave but you better leave your check!

Girls Girls Girls!

There is something so magical about night games and I can not believe how much I love them.

Can you believe it is already October? Well I can not believe it! Got up this morning and I am such a crazy person and my husband really was not happy that I completely forgot that today was the car show. Thankfully his brother was not able to come down because I think that he would have killed me. I am also glad that we didn't put his car in the show that would have been a big mess. A big mess because of the time frame and a big mess because of the money. So the man went and got our veggies this morning and then informed me about the show and that is when I realized that I really messed up. Well he helped me with a couple of things and then took mlh,mo,and mod to see what kinds of cars where at the car show. What makes me really sad about the whole thing is that I think that the man could have really won. So because of me having a bad attitude I said some things that where very rude and I am really sad that I said them.

So the man came home and then we got the front of the house finished up this morning. you should have seen the pile of rocks that we finally got off of the driveway. I am so happy! Now we need to go and get rock and dirt and then we will be all ready for the rainy season. Hopefully we will have time to get everything ready so we will not get washed out this winter. Last winter was a mess! There was days when we really could do anything because of being all washed out.

After we got all done with all the rocks and every thing outside we came in and got the house all cleaned up and ready for tomorrow we are going to hide in the room while the man watches the Steeler game (haha! they are playing the Ravens!)After getting the house picked up the man came in and informed me that he needed to take a nap. I know that it is very necessary for every man to get his sleep but man I really need a nap I mean I really need a nap! So then he went into the bed room and I helped mo get his school work done. He has to play catch up from all the running around and then the no power form yesterday so we had the usual fight and then the man got up and yelled at the kids and that was the end of the nap for him. So mom called and thankfully and the man took the little ones to her house which was a great thing because I am not sure how they would have done tonight at a night game that ended at 10pm and then the hour drive home and man oh man. I am so thanful!

The man got home and then we drove and picked up one of the girls from the team and off we went to the game. I just want every one know that in the car my husband was totally cracking me up and i am so glad that he has a since of humor. It is so amazing how loud girls are. I mean really loud! We got to Simi Valley early and then we stopped off and got some dinner and then we went to the game. I can not believe how much I am really starting to hate living in a small town. I just wanted to enjoy football with the kids and get to have some friends up here and I wanted to meet some people that had kids and I guess that I will not be able to do the friend thing up here!

So the game was a bust we lost. Mo can not get into the game and really makes the man crazy and I am not sure If this will be happening next year. I think that the man really wants to have something in common with mo. I do not think it is going to be football. But he did get to cheer for some of the other kids on the team and i think he really like that. I just do not know what to do with all of this.

The girls did a great job they are really coming along. They are finally watching the game and it is really a good thing. I even loved seeing them laugh and have a good time. I will be sad when there will no longer be cheer. I love the other team moms ( the twins) they are so much fun! they do not judge me and they really just make me feel again. I will say that if they are not going to be joining next year I will have to really look into this cheer thing. I even had a good time teaching the girls about football. Hopefully next weekend we will have a even better time with it and be able to really get these cheers down. i know that they are not my girls but they really did a great job!

On the way home the girls were singing watermelon this is a secret thing that i used to do when i was younger and Super Chef spilled the beans to my daughter who told the other cheerleader and now my secret is out. So when I was younger and even now If I do not know the words to a song I just sing Watermelon. i works and even looks like you are singing the song when you are not. So this is what the girls did the entire way home singing loudly and even cheering. I mean they cheered to the game and cheered all the way home and then yelled watermelon. i just laughed and laughed but i think that i am really going to owe the man. I know that most moms are really quiet and want piece but since I like to sing i really liked listening to them just being girls. I am glad that mod has used this time and really started to get to know some of the good girls and make friends. i just hope that I can make it to the end with out screaming and opening my mouth. I know that I do not need to get involved with another non profit I do not have the time and I will not let my old self come out. I am not going to become Mrs fix it! I never works and even when they do my ideas it is always a big ordeal and I just want out of the drama. So th man hates how loud girls are and I am hoping that mo can really have a good time with the new friends that she has.

Although we lost the Cheerleaders were A W E SOME the girls were awesome!

Lighting, thunder, kids crying, no power, and a night football game.

Lighting, thunder, kids crying, no power, and a night football game. Wow is it really Friday already? I can not even believe it I mean I really can not believe how fast it seems like things have been moving along. I feel like all the weeks are just running together. I am so not even kidding you I feel like I just had our last kid and she is already three. Where did the time go.

Got out of the shower and my uncle showed up with the little ones... I guess mlmm wanted to come home and spent some time crying for me. Mlh informed me that he only came home because mlmm was a wine bag and wouldn't stop crying. Thankfully I was in the laundry room when he showed up with the kids and I was some what dressed not in my towel like I was seconds before he showed up. I really did miss the little ones and I am glad they came home but i do wish I would have gotten a phone call.

So after the kids got home that is when the craziness started in and I spent most of the morning fighting with the kids to get their school work done. I can not believe how much I really hate morning like this. Then the 20% chance of rain showed up and that is when I though this is going to be a long day... They are never going to get their stuff done. So the rain continued and then the thunder and lighting and that is when they went outside to never return. I must admit it was an amazing act of God. There is nothing like it! We saw what scared mlh almost to death I have never seen him so scared. there was no counting there was just lighting and thunder all at once it so so loud and then the pop and the smoke and then the crying. Mlmm came out screaming. Then as my smart kid said "Oh Yeah God answered my prayer!" No power means no internet so no school! I can not believe it! I wish I had caught it on film.

So with no internet and the kids freaking out we sat and watched the storm outside. Mlh cried until the man came home and it seemed like it took forever for him to get home. That 30 minutes seemed like hours with mlmm crying the whole time. It also didn't help that mo kept telling him to watch out! Seeing how we didn't have power mod didn't get her hair curled for the game tonight and although the man didn't want to go but I couldn't see him at home with both kids and no power.

Off to the high school game we went and all I can say is man oh man thankfully we had cash on us because first I was not told that we had to pay to get in so we paid for all of us. Then after we got in we were told that we were performing at half time for the varsity game! so we had to get there so early why? Then my other mom didn't know about the money thing also so I met her at the gate to give her the last of our money. On the way to the gate I was told that I should have made mo wear his jersey because if he were to be in uniform then he would have been free! What! I paid for mod and mo for no reason! Are you kidding me no refunds!!! The babies wanted food and the man wanted to go home the kids acted weird to me and I really wanted to just say come on people!!! The man remembered that I had put 10.00 in his wallet and gave it to mo for snacks for them. Then it was game time so we all sat down and then mod started in crying about being hungry and I just wanted at that moment to get in the car and go home!

Mod performed and then it was time to go home and I have never seen the man get into the car faster. All I can say is what a day!Oh Mo pulled his non loose tooth out so he could get money! My kids are crazy!

Hello this isn't housewives of the AV!

Got up this morning and drove to the dentist did I tell you how I hate the dentist? So on the way to the dentist I realized that even though mom took the babies she left me with Mr. Grouchy! So attitude all the way there and then it was time to get sick! Got into the dentist and THANK YOU GOD! I didn't have to get a root canal! I am not sure how that would have worked out with me having the kids. While sitting in the chair waiting for the dentist that is when mo started in with being his crazy self asking all these questions and then bumping the chair. I got the shot and started to cry and that is when I realized that I have never been able to do this with out medicine and that was not happening with the kids with me so I have to suck it up and after making them sit down and doing a lot of hang signals we finally got down and my mouth hurts and I really hate how my kids talk and disobey me.

Went to the store before going home and I was only going to spend 100 dollars and 400 dollars later I realized that I really need to find where we are getting the money for this! I mean the dentist and now food man oh man maybe I need to go back to work! Got home and school was a joke and then I realized that I just wanted to sit on the couch and sleep and I had school work to do! Days like this suck! Got the kids to practice and then my day continued to get worse!

I just want to know what am I supposed to do when people are so comfortable with me and they talk to me. I know I have a face that makes you just want to tell me all your deepest darkest secrets! So I don't tell what you say to me but why do you blow what I said to you so out of proportion that it isn't even close to what i said! What the heck are you kidding me! I have a blog and I have no secrets with my life so you think that making this a big deal is going to make you look good? Hello this isn't housewives of the AV! I am not doing anything I wouldn't want you to do for me and my children! Also I really do not need you to like me I like me just fine all by myself!

Tooth ache!

Woke up this morning and all I can say is I am so sorry to all my family and friends that I have made fun of before. My tooth hurts so bad and I can not believe it I do not think i have felt this pain before and it hurts. It hurts all the way from my tooth to my jaw to my ear and I wish I did not have the kids home so I could find a dentist to fix it today. But after calling a couple of dentists and no luck I will be going tomorrow. Seeing how I do not have tags on my car I will be taking a risk going but it will be so worth it.

I did not take the kids to music practice today no tags and I feel so bad. The only good thing that happened to day was I got the house picked up and the kids got done with little fuss from mo. Mod even got some of tomorrows work done so she can take it easy tomorrow. I love this about her. I think that if she had her way she would rush though this year. I do not think she realizes that she has to go to school for 10+ years. If i have my way she will complete college!

Mom called today and came buy and took the little ones home with her this is going to make tomorrow so much easier. So I will only be taking the older fist fighters to the dentist. I just hope mo can keep his hands to him self. I am thankful that mom came and got the mess makers I will help me out tonight also seeing how I am totally broken. I told the man today that I feel like I have had a stroke. I mean my entire right side is totally messed up. I have a tooth ache and my shoulder is still a mess which makes this blogging thing a total joke it hurts. I just hope that after tomorrow everything starts to get better. Well at least my tooth will feel better I hope.

The man got called back to work this evening I took the kids to practice this evening and I really will not tell the man this but I do love talking to all the moms and I love watching the girls cheer. They are going to cheer at the local High school Half time and It will be nice to go to a high school football game I do not think I have been since JR was playing for Foothill High School in Bakersfield and that was a long time ago. I love football games I love the lights and the band and the smell of the field and the cold and the hot chocolate and the cheering (yelling) and man was that a run on sentence. All I can say is I love Football games. (Oh I did go to a couple of games in Valencia when SG was coaching but that is not the same as when you are there to cheer on your family or friends. I can not wait until Friday.

So I am off to bed and I am glad that I am getting all of these blogs posted. Sorry I took so long!

No Tags! You got to be kidding me Right!

Well today has been a day a day of not feeling like a great person a day where I had a talk with the man in the bathroom and a day where I feel like screaming WHAT ELSE DO YOU GOT FOR ME!!! I completely failed at being a teacher and yelled at the kids. I fought with them it seems like all day then the man came home and explained to me that they have no record of me paying my tags but they cashed my check so I had to call the bank and order a copy of the check and now we wait until we get tags. I can not believe all of this is happening. I just feel like the past couple of weeks have been a mess. So I guess we will have to just sit and wait for our check so I can get my tags. While we wait I guess we will just have to not drive as much as we normally would.

With all that said I tried to talk to the man about how we are totally messing up our kids and I do not think we see eye to eye right now!